Hey you, feel like i havent been on her in ages i woke up today and you were my first thought which kinda lets me know how my mood is gonna be today, im really missing you and i wish you were here, its Alans 30th birthday tomorrow have a wee get together for it and heading out for a meal, im gonna wait till he is asleep tonight and decorate the living room with banners and balloons lol. Im not looking forward to my birthday its my first without you and it will be very sad, i thought that i would start to feel better but there just seems to be a bit void cause your not here to make me feel better love and miss you more each day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx